I find it hard to believe

I was listening to this song on my way to work. Had to play it a couple of times coz it's simply too beautiful... and apt. To me it talks of the pain of too much tenderness and, more importantly, the pain that comes after love ends.

Damn! I have to get out of this rut. It just is so splendidly ironic how life has worked itself out for me. As I grow older it seems so much more terribly... difficult.

Hard To Believe Lyrics
Artist: Eraserheads

I find it hard to believe
That all the pain that we are feeling
Has some meaning in this world

It's so hard to believe
When everything you see is different
From the things that you've been told

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much

Oh please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

I find it hard to believe
That someone up there is waiting
With arms open wide and smiling

It's so hard to believe
When someone told me that your suffering
Is what you get for living

I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much

Oh please don't take it all away
But with you heaven is still close enough to touch

Because your love is still the only thing
That matters in this world

The only thing I can believe
The only thing I can believe
The only thing I can...
Believe